XD-ness

It's only a handful, nothing more. Afterall, it's better off this way... isn't it? I've got my glass of water here, the bottle right next to me. I swallow down my handful after taking a few gulps of water. I feel nothing, why not another? And another. And another. And another... Oh. Damn, the bottle's empty. I guess I'll just go to the next bottle. Liver damage? I don't care. Just as long as my life ends here. My friends don't need me. Nor does my family. I'm just a burden. So I'll get rid of myself so they'll be happy. I'm halfway through my next bottle, funny how this is going to end. But it's only a handful. Well, a coupl